Part 2....

Haha...Seem some ppl wan see my Blog....So i write it finish lar... Kaka

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When i hp my mom...
My mom wan that site starting shooting me.....
She say
" u stil wan study ?
Wan ma ?
Wan , y get this result der...
hah , wat exam u get ?
cal u study hard...
u play play only
1st sem is like that ler...
then 2 sem lagi teruk...
u wan study de ma ?
dont waste my money...
i better giv othr ppl using...
u think we r rich ?
u know ur parents lar...
every day nit work morning early weak up n nite nite bac...
u think money easily to “find" ar...
u hav work last time so u know " find" money is not easily.....
smtimes i duno wat u thinking ....
if u du wan ler then i can help u cancel to study again...
u say u wan , but y get this exam de ?
say lar , y ?
haiz...
say truily , now i no enough money to giv u study again..
if u wan study ...
this sem i wil giv u last chance...
if not go to work ...
Kumpul duit n study again..
i wont help u ...
n 公公now nit to 洗肾...
so now nit many money...
i no money to giv u play...
u better after finish ur exam...
go find work do 1st...
last year i hav help u to read at college.....
now wat u doing ?
i disappointed to u ...
u make me very tired...
the ptptn money , u better cover it bac after u finsh work...
i hav no money to giv u study ler....
好之谓之..."
after i listen it , i feel very not good in my heart....
i feel the world is drop....
i cant say it at wors...
the feel is very very bad....
i so strongily to stop my eyes drop down the 泪...
from time square until lot 1o...
but not yet until lot ten , i 崩溃了。。。
my eyes cant stop it .....
i hav long time no cry ler...
i say to my self when i was small , 男人有泪不轻弹。。。
i go to 7-eleven to buy tissues n at there i cry for a while...
kaka...
then bac to bus , i cant cry ler...
i jus got a heart to cry but cant...
Jibai...i jus wan cry so strongily n loudily to make my heart to more better but GOD dun giv me...
but still got abit...
at the bus...
i think bac everythings....
from i was small until now...
i hav many happy , sad , angry n 苦 things happen....
my life jus like Drama...
but 我没有后悔。。！！！
后悔... this words i dun like... i very hate it...
i very hate Boys that say this words easily (leong tie) , if gals nvm ..... Joke only
after bac to hm , i take bath n after go to sleep .....





when i was small , i usually is a 哭宝
cz everytime i giv Aunty punish 。。。
i duno y i m so nauty...
i wan find a ppl to help me 分担 but no....
i just live wit myself lonely only....
i very scare that if i next time work n no frens , how bout my life....?!!!!!!
so i make many frens ... but without 真心...
but not the means that i play play to them....
i got help them wit my truily heart but jus ....cant say in words...
i very very lonely......
when my mom say got holiday trip to us to play ...
but i not so enjoy it...
高兴只是一时的麻木。。。
y like to find gal become my gf cz i think can care me but....
got Gf how ?
jus my heart still not fullily enough for me...
i think i like lonely...
but my heart dun wan...
i everyday wan do crazy things to stop my heart lonely but 我爱面子。。。
i wan find a truily 真心的朋友。。。。
Where got it... ?!
i hav new Gan mei mei but i jus become her another eyes
now my college frens i not say u all r not best frens but i know wat u all r thinking...
so i jus 有话直说

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